Remember these times we had?

They were the best moments of my life. Pictures are all I have left of you, cause I know there's no coming back anymore.

Remember how proud you were to have me?

Remember this one birthday wish that came true?

Remember how we would put our photos as our profile pictures?

Remember the years worth of memories?

Remember that ring?

Remember our story?

You may not know but I really do treasure every moment being with you. Because it felt real, I felt true love. I guess it was only one-sided.

I promised myself not to shed another tear for you, or for us. But when you just knew there were something real in those times, you just miss it so badly you would want to start all over again. But I know I'm talking the impossibles. Me missing you when you and I are no longer even friends. It was like we never even met. But what happen to those times, weren't they real to you. I wish I knew the truth.

11 Sept 2011

I just have no idea why I still think about you every single day. It still hurts me very much. Yes I am putting up a strong front, but every once in awhile I will feel like breaking down like tonight. What is the use of always pretending that I'm over you when fact is, I still miss and love you as much as before while you are busy loving another woman. Was I not good enough? It's been 5 months, Justin. 5 months since you left me and got with her. You threw many years of friendship, trust and love away. Why did you have to do this to me. I really loved you so much more than anyone.

This song, 'Don't forget' by Demi Lovato, really express what I want to tell you right now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYDDiqhhzbQ

Did you forget, That I was even alive
Did you forget, Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget, About me?

Did you regret, Ever standing by my side
Did you forget, What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall, Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us